Forgive my ramblings, but putting this to words make things seem a little more distant and just less depressing, even if for a while.
Since things were getting worse at work ever since our new
shareholder introduced this imbecile of a Managing Director to take over
company’s wheel, I’ve started to look for a new job. Tweaking a CV is a
feat on its own – time consuming and somewhat even depressing as I
really hate being in a position of job seeker. But the real challenge
arises when it’s time to go for an actual interview. On the one hand, I
have to sell myself for a possible employer, on the other hand, I have
to gather enough information on them to decide whether I’d like to work
for them or not, and there are no real guidelines for that just your gut
feeling. Luckily, I have a good gut feeling, and in most cases I’m able
to make the right decision. It has never been wrong yet, though in some
cases I’ve landed myself in a job instead of a JOB. The difference
between two of ‘em is that in the first case you do your job and do it
well, get your salary, but somehow it’s just that – it just somehow does
not get under your skin and does not become a really important part of
your life. In the second case, the Job is something you really love and
enjoy doing, you feel content with what you do, and take pride in it.
My current position just until recently used to be the best Job in
the world. I loved everything about it – people (still do), tasks,
challenges, etc. But the dynamics of the company has changed so
dramatically since, that going to work is now a real torture. And I’ve
thought I had met the worst boss when I was working at SEM some 4 years
ago, alas SEM manager was tame and really like REALLY competent (though
this tale of my own about the Boss from Hell could make a separate entry
at some point), if compared to the one we now have at VESL. And I know
firsthand that working with incompetent fool degrades you too. And I’m
not going there again. Not again, thank you.
So I’m out looking for the Job, and hopefully I’ll land with one soon. Fingers crossed.